I am alive and have 4,000 things that are rolling super smoothly, like butter. or even like "i cant believe it's not butter" which yes. i actually can believe. i can tell the diff.. but everythings cool...i am very calm. relaxed. just coasting. (as in rollercoastering. as in the GRIZZLY. woot) so for now. I will just post this picture of me in the mirror. keeping things real.

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